Imagine this: You have a spouse or a good friend who lives with you. You walk into the kitchen one morning and you say, "Hello" or "Good morning!" or some other such pleasantry, to which they reply,
"I don't wish to speak with you today."
So you give her the benefit of a doubt. "Maybe she is just having a bad day," you think. "I'll leave her alone and check back tomorrow." Tomorrow morning comes. You walk into the kitchen.
"Hi, there!," you say with your most cheerful smile.
"I'm not interested in speaking with you," she says. "I don't care what you have to say. I'm not curious about your thoughts. Leave me alone."
You become, well, incensed. This was a person who said they were your friend through thick and thin. She may have even pledged her life to you at one time or another. But now she is rude, hurtful, and uncaring.
"Okay, I'll come back another day," you mutter disappointedly, with tears in your eyes.
Day Three: You give it one more try.
"Are you ready to talk yet?"
"No," comes the simple reply. Your relationship has been, for reasons you can't comprehend, cut off.
Now, switch roles for a moment. Every morning you awake and someone walks into your room and wishes to have a little communication with you. He lives in your house and in your heart. He's longing to talk, to converse, to commune with you, because you are a special part of His life. He has a relationship with you. Yet some days, or even daily, you may tell him, "No. I don't care what you have to say. I'm not interested in your thoughts. Come back when I'm in trouble."
This is what it is like ignoring your daily prayer and devotional time with God. For many of us, thinking of it as exercise or study or discipline may not be the picture we need. Think of it as the time when God speaks to you and you tell God what is on your mind. If you can make a mental shift and get the idea that Jesus and you are in a real relationship, you will begin to want to spend time with Him. After a while, you'll guard your time with Him like a pit bull holding a chew toy.
"No one can get my time with God away from me," you'll think. It won't be a matter of hurriedly finding time to meet, because everything else on your schedule will need to step aside for this very basic need of yours. Like living, like breathing, like coffee in the morning, like lunch at noon, your time with God becomes that other meal time. You'll crave it as you do time with your spouse or a good friend.
Don't believe me. Give it a try. Step up your commitment to spending time with Jesus. It will become the cornerstone of your day, upon which all other events and relationships stand. Toss out all of your feelings about how difficult it has been before and look forward with expectancy to what fruit this new conversation will bear.
Most days I include an extended reading passage, but for today I leave you with one verse, and really only the last half of the verse is what you should focus on.
Matthew 28:20